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I haven't posted in a while! Tomorrow I'll be 27! Maybe this year when I blow out the candles I'll hope that everything stays as wonderful as it has been. Maybe I'll hope for more adventures and fun in the coming year. Maybe I'll wish that the warm summer nights never fade.

I'll think I'll be wishing for everyone else has a wonderful year too.

mix #38 for BRBB 2012

Mix #38 for BRBB 2012

Available for download here: http://www.mediafire.com/?bswc4w6g6vbn3j4

1. Intro - Kelis

2. Don't Stop Me - Wynter Gordon

3. Take Over Control (DJ Houze Remix) - Afrojack

4. I'm a Machine (feat. Crystal Nicole) - David Guetta

5. Personal Jesus (Boys Noize Rework) - Depeche Mode

6. Feel It All Around - Washed Out

7. Compliments (Shibuyaka Remix By Nick Zinner) - Bloc Party

8. Restlessness (feat. Layla) {radio edit} - Bastien Laval

9. Climbing Walls - Strange Talk

10. Indestructible - Robyn


Who is Foxy Shazam? You may have heard of them or even saw them in concert recently if you've seen The Young Veins a few years ago, Panic! At The Disco last year, or The Darkness this year. They are rumored to be headlining a tour some time toward the end of the year. This is a primer for my bandom friends who may have, or have not seen them, and would like to know more about them!

Hey! I read The Night Before Christmas for anna_unfolding \o/!!!

Let me tell you something important. I have never listened to an audiobook or podfic before Anna sent me The Polar Express the other day. So I have no experience, and I just recorded it with my laptop mic. But! It's all about reciprocating love here!

Thank you Anna for making my holiday bright! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Bandom Voice Meme!!! \o/

I'm just going to make a blanket post and say that everyone on here is totally adorable and I love their little faces so SO much. So because of that, I wanted to join in on the fun! Listen to me say things with a weird southern New Jersey accent! \o/

Thanks to Janesays for making this meme and sneaky_sena for sending it our way!

1. What's your username and is there a story behind it?
2. Where are you from and where do you live now?
3. What are you wearing? Yes, I am hitting on you.
4. How long have you been in bandom? How did you get into it?
5. Which bands are your favorites?
6. Which band members are your favorites?
7. Have you seen any of them in concert? Any fun stories or memories to share?
8. Do you have an OTP? What is it, and why do you love it?
9. What story do you wish someone would write?
10. Are you working on something for bandom right now? Tell us a little bit about it.
11. You've got fic open somewhere on your computer right now, don't lie. So go to one of your open tabs or word documents or whatever, and read us a couple of lines.
12. Say these words: Iero, haberdashery, LOLcat, flist, dirigible, halcyon, nemesis, ephemeral, languorous

                                                                Bandom Meme by defect_no9
Hey F-list! I've been missing you! <3 I'm going to try to be around more often. To anyone who made friends with me over at tea_otter I'm going to keep that as a fic journal instead. This will be the primary journal that I use from now on for everything. :D

I went to the Panic! show


Spencer/Brendon D/s Discussion!


Brendon and Spencer. Spencer and Brendon. There are a lot of things I need to say about this particular pairing.

anna_unfolding  just got done reading Amateur Cartography from almostblue  
and I have all the feelings! She was talking about the dynamic of the story, really, more than the pairing.

So now we're going to talk about it.

Let's talk about Brendon and Spencer. And How Brendon loves Spencer really hard.
This is going to be (hopefully) a discussion about Brendon and Spencer in D/s situations.


please discuss! :D



Almost all of these stories are rated NC-17. They contain at least a little kink. Please read all of the Author's notes before proceeding.

Pull Your Tangles Out by boweryd 

"In retrospect maybe it was a little weird, but in all fairness, Spencer really, really didn't notice anything until Jon pointed it out. It was just something he’d always done; hell, it was useful most of the time, being able to rein Brendon in with just a look, or a certain tone of voice, or if all else failed a, “Shut the fuck up, seriously.”

It wasn’t a big deal or anything. In fact, he can’t even think back on some big moment of realization; it had just always kind of been there. During the first few months after Brendon joined the band, when he was still nearly vibrating with excitement and Ryan was circling him warily like a caged animal, Brent had even referred to it as Spencer’s own personal superpower. He does remember rolling his eyes at Brent and saying that he’d hold out for flight, or invisibility or something, but he doesn’t remember making a conscious decision to be The Boss Of Brendon. Besides it wasn’t like Brendon had to listen to him or anything; he just kind of...did".

In which Spencer doesn't realize he's demanding, and Brendon doesn't realize he's submitting. Until they do.


My Favorite View
by inthekeyofpike 

The one where Jon is a kink photographer and Spencer and Brendon try it out. They come to understand more things about themselves than just making pretty pictures. This story was very interesting to me, especially since she pulled off very strong D/s themes through sheer imagery alone.


Amateur Cartography by almostblue 

"In the summer of 2008, Brendon’s still trying to figure everything out. He’s good at keeping his own secrets, but when a prank goes awry, he’s faced with the realization that Spencer has some secrets of his own. They end up stumbling backwards into a complicated relationship—one that definitely doesn’t include sex. Or does it?"



Here At The Right Time by sunsetmog 

"Brendon brushes his mouth to Spencer's. “You're still thinking too much,” he says. “Stop rushing.” And he gently pulls Spencer's hands away from his hips, putting one of Spencer's hands up above his head, and then the other.

“What -” Spencer manages, but he doesn't move his hands away from where Brendon's placed them, above Spencer's head, on the pillows.

“There's no rush,” Brendon says, and he presses the palm of his hand to Spencer's wrists, just for a moment.

All of a sudden, Spencer can't breathe."

Featuring the elusive Dom!Brendon/Sub!Spencer pairing!


Figuring It Out  by littlemousling 

A series in which Spencer discovers what he needs exactly, and Brendon is happy to help. They don't always get it right, but they find ways to make it work for them. It's really hard to sum up an entire series without giving anything away, so just read it!


I Want To Choke (U) And Get Sick Off Of You Like Cigarette Smoke
by lalejandra 

"Negotiating boundaries for violence is easy; negotiating falling in love is hard.

This series is way to convoluted and beautiful to describe in one sentence, but I find it very difficult to put words to all the facets to this relationship. Just settle in, and read it. Features the very beautiful, SuperDominant!Spencer.


Tell Me To Stop by airgiodslv

“You have no idea what you’re doing, okay?” Ryan says in exasperation, blowing out a huffy breath. “I’m just saying. I think…I might know a guy.”

My favorite. The story of how Spencer actually knows what he needs, but isn't doing it correctly, and can't seem to find the right person to show him how. Ryan introduces Spencer to Brendon---TA at his school, and experienced submissive. Brendon in this story demonstrates what it is to be safe, sane, and consensual in this story, and I love the author for making their characters so amazing.

The five times fic that followed was so short, but deliciously sweet.


And for good measure, I'm throwing in Need You Wild by allfourinches  because werewolves are very possessive creatures. I loved watching Spencer fumble his way through his feelings, especially around chapter 5ish. You'll know. Seriously though, the amount of times he says "mine" is almost hotter that the buckets of come happening. Almost.

Overdue - Pete/Patrick

I bring you fic! Written for fall_out_nurse and justtothesea.  Beta'd by the very very lovely vinvy! Thank you sweetie!

Title: Overdue
Author:  Defect_no9
Rating:  Pg-13
Warnings: Slight Pete/Patrick. Mentions of attempted suicide. Ativan Fic.
Patrick is the last one to arrive at the hospitalCollapse )

All Of The Drugs music box

All Of The Drugs by The Brobecks. xxbakacoconutxx punched it out, and I cranked it lol.